This multi-layered narrative inquiry focuses on the struggles of six counsellors to uphold ethical standards of practice, despite external pressures to the contrary. It is situated firmly within postmodern and constructivist traditions where both personal and social dimensions of the experiences are included; local and marginalised voices are privileged; and divisions between art, therapy and research are disrupted. The narratives were powerfully and evocatively told and, in the (re)presentation, I have endeavoured to maintain this evocative expression. This provides a compelling and unique insight into the disturbing nature of such pressure, which was considerable and unpleasant. It included bullying and intimidation, accompanied by efforts to malign the identity of the person. This is considered in relation to victim blaming discourses and impact on identity. The counsellors tended to hold values of relationship and responsibility to the individual, yet they felt unsupported and profoundly isolated throughout the critical period. This was compounded by the bullying as well as feelings of being personally culpable and shamed. The counselling profession is thus challenged to provide safe arenas for such experiences to be considered. In the retelling, their accounts become more complex and relational (including concern for the position of the powerful other). Links were made to early childhood experiences which the contributors felt to have been particularly constitutive of their ethical identity. Creative reflexive and autoethnographic practices similarly allowed the re-storying and reconstruction of researcher identity, and again invoked key constitutive experiences from early lived experience, some of which were profoundly personal. Assumed neutrality of researchers is thus comprehensively challenged, and the value of creative approaches to reflexive inquiry affirmed.
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